a dark thought came rushing in br so sudden it hit me and i felt the chill br you are dying...i couldn't stand it br you are leaving me to grieve br i can't take it...NO! it can't happen br for awhile i couldn't move br time seemed to halt.... br impromptu...i had to know you didn't die br i called you up..you said hi...and i smiled br i realized how much i love you.....