The pain was shocking br Yet left me begging for more br Laying on the bed br Underneath him br Not know what to do br Each time him moved br I gasped for breath br I couldn't scream br His sister was in the next room br He held me afterwards br As i cried br I couldn't stop br It was my first time br It hurt so bad br I couldn't really move br I feel asleep in his arms br And as he snuck out br He kissed my forehead br And said he was sorry br Then said good nite br What he didn't know br Was i was awake br I started to cry again br As i prayed to god br that my boyfriend never found outbr br Hollie McDanielbr br