while you retreat into yourself, br i make some coffee, then put on br some music, and wait for your br return, still i find love in these br sad moments, and a lover whos br always afraid of being alone, br br what did your dad do to you, br and is this why you keep a br night light on, even after all br these years, you cry and slowly br break, then fade into a small space. br br then you call my name, and i hold br you tight..for in these arms you are br always safe.