it brings me such mixed emotions br this song will forever stay in my head br I will never forget those words br words to that wonderful song br the song that used to be ours br that used to bring a smile to me face br but now it brings such mixed emotions br it calms me like it did before br for it reminds me of you br of our lost love br but for that same reason br it brings tears to my eyes br tears asking why our love had to fade away br this song has now become double edged knife for me br it calms me br but it hurts me br I listen to this song even now br I still lay and listen to it as before br I hate this song for it makes me cry br I love this song for it reminds me of the happiness we once shared br the song will forever haunt me br but I will enjoy it hauntings and at the same time dread thembr br Scarlet .....