Dear God, br I tried to talk to you in a different way. br But I think the Christian Prayer Messaging br Isn't working for me. br So now I hope you're reading this letter br Over my stooped shoulder, br Because I don't know how to get this letter to you. br br God, I think that you are disappearing br From my view that is already so blurred. br I can't hear the reassuring voice telling br Me to keep moving forward. br Truthfully, it scares me to say it. br Maybe blurred vision plagues me? br br God, I lost the track of life I used to br Live by. br Bitterness is now the path I walk upon br On this very sullen, ash-colored morning. br Destruction lies upon this path, br Chaos is all I hear. br Will you turn me into a bird, so I can fly far away br From this once upon a nightmare? br br God, my faith in you is fading br Before me. br The presence of you by my side br Where you used to stand is now br Vacant. br Did you finally give up on me, br The basket case? br br God, please give me a sign to br Reassure me that you are br Very much present br At my side. br Instill faith in me once again br As I believed in before. br Stray me away from the path br Of bitterness and despair. br Have me be rid of this br Blurred life. br Convince me you have never left br My side, only quieted your br Advice.