When I'm in my head br looking for stability br I see a mess and dread br there's no tranquility. br br My mood swings are strong br I've violent ups and downs br Swinging like a pendulum br and then circling in rounds br br I'm feeling all the negatives br and blame myself continuously br but, are there any positives? br believe me, I search continuously br br I have a great advisor br He's bright and talks with no fright br He couldn't be any wiser br He is my guiding light br br I'll find my inner stability br I'll do it soon, I know br I know I have the ability br It's a process that is slow br But I'll learn from this, I'll grow br I won't stay low; br I'll shine with my inner glow. br br Written on May 1,2007 br br To my advisor, I owe you big.