When i was with him you were all I was thinking about br He said things that made me think differently br from what i've seen from t.v mom's br I get my motherly advice of the television br I get my motherly love of my dreams of what a real mother should be br I have two mother's and at the same time I have none br one is millions of miles away; and i know nothing of her br the other i can't talk to because of how she reacts to it br this is the time i need her (them) the most br but this is the time they could care less br I've been objecting to what he wants me to do for weeks now br but after a while my wall is starting to fall br I have nobody but me and god to build it up br I've lost god in my sinful ways br and i'm getting to weak to build br I get my motherly advice from other people's mom's br I get my motherly love from nowhere br I have two mothers and yet br I have none.