Depression made me sad br angry made me mad br these pills have made me numb br I have lost all emotions br so now what do I do br for I cried when I was sad br I screamed inside when I was mad br and now I just sit there staring at the wall br doing nothing br slowly becoming nothing br how do I fight this numbness br it has not only taken my emotions br but my strength as well br for I am left with no energy br I am left with nothing br so how is it br that I claim back what is rightfully mine br for I need my strength br I need my energy br I need to fight this numbness br for maybe happiness br is what lays beyond this numbness br for I have felt everything else but happiness br so it must be next br therefore I must not give up br I no longer want to give in br I want my share of happiness br and I will fight for it br so how do I go about claiming what is rightfully mine br for I have been robbed of so much already and did nothing br this time I will not just sit here br I will not let them rob me of this br I will now fight back br I need this more than ever br I need my strength br I need to win this fight br so I can start my battle for happinessbr br Scarlet .....