I'm so confused br For a minute I thought I saw the light br I saw a good friendship develop br A friendship I craved for a long time br And I saw a beautiful mouth smiling at me br br Now, I start doubting br I doubt the friendship br I doubt the feeling br The sweet mouth is still smiling br And two large blue-green eyes are looking my way br Eyes so beautiful and large that are unreal br Eyes that look like two blue lagoons br And are full of kindness. br br This is all so confusing br I think I'm going crazy br I need to put an order in my head br And the alcohol's not helping me br And my sleepless nights mess me up some more. br br Am I moving backwards? br I should be moving ahead br I should be advancing br But I feel stagnant br Am I on a spiral? br I feel like I'm running in circles br Could it be I'm spiraling upwards? br Am I making progress? br Is this just a phase? br When will it be over? br Or, is it gonna be over? br I've lost my guidance br And I can't figure it out on my own.