I feel most safe in br the back of police cars. br br That space is safe. br br Nothing bad can happen br to you in a place like that. br br It makes me calm with inability. br br It doesn't matter what the cop br has done, how hard he slammed my br limp body into the street. br br Here in the back seat I am safe. br br I can make no choices, and no br one can touch me. br br It's how I imagine the after life.