People speak of death wishs br As people calling to death by doing stupid or dangerous things br I have a death wish br But it is not by doing stupid things br or even dangerous things br unless you call trying to life a life stupid br i sure may concierate dangerous br my wish is br just to end this never ending pain br To end the life that eats me alive from within br So my one wish br Is to die br For not a reason to live br I have lost all hope for the future br And what people say it might hold br For in truth br What is it I have to look forward to br A dead end job br Living alone br Shitty apartment br Going in to debt for schooling br That will do nothing br Oh joy br Sorry I think I would rather on the years filled with pain br I have had enough for my liking br So with this I say good bye br Enjoy your life br I hope your turns out better than mine would have br So I wish you luck br I hope you find light br In this dark worldbr br Scarlet .....