I've tried to build my life on what is right, br to distinguish what is false from what is true, br I always knew it would not happen overnight, br I've not seen clearly since I fell in love with you. br br It's been my goal each day to do my very best, br although, it never seems to be enough at times, br I like to think that I am different from the rest, br I think I am, if I am reading the right signs. br br Why am I unsettled so today? br I want to win her back, but I wonder if I should, br yes, we are different while the same in many ways, br I would go back in time and change it if I could. br br The thought stabs at my heart, br - - - her with another man, br she goes out, while I stay home, br and tell myself ' I understand'. br br Does understanding have a limit undefined? br Does the pressure on my heart effect my mind? br Do I believe that she could change, and so would I? br br Most thoughts of reasoning have exited my life, br I blither, blather, babble, br ' cause when I think of her, br I spill the tears and sigh! br ... and just get madder.