your presence was like the sky, br delicate in its intent and tenuously present br or like a shadow that followed me everywhere, br discomforting in reproach noticing fixedly my faults, br I turned away twice, blistered with embarassment br then consulted you in my day dreams and libido br and how readily available you are br br your confidence reminded me of br an idol figure attending with sympathy br and observation, and myself in affinity br without avowal, analogous and equal br and how quickened and exalted you are br br you passed judgement on your perceptions br of me and diluted your own faults br and misfired these br while I reclaimed advantageous position of you br 'til I created a memory akin to your disposition br and how forgetful you are br br I conjure your presence day and night br and awaken the future with me arousing br to call forth your response to inflame us br and how impressionable you are br br I will and mold three dimensions br illuminated with your hues br that you notice before any of my br misconstrued self concepts br and how infatuated you are br br I hope to see myself br through the eyes of the beholder br and imprint in my mind myself anew br and how longing you are br Copyright 2007 All Rights Reservedbr br Alexis Pena Gocobr br