Depressing myself over br What others see as nothing. br Wandering though my days, br Looking to better something.. br Wishing I could just die, br To escape all the torment. br Seeking the joy I once had, br Wondering where it all went. br br Still I continue to breathe, br Forward I march on. br Wondering what I’ve done br That now seems so wrong. br If one could only tell me br How to clean this mess, br To any fault or sin of my own, br I’d gladly confess. br br To fix what is broken, I shall br Willingly follow any command. br Anything, even if it were to be br Blood would stains my hands. br Please, just tell me what to do, br Where to go, what to say. br For here, in my loneliness, br I cannot live and stay. br br Now, kill me here! End br this miserable life. br Show me the deathly gleam of br The Grim Reaper’s scythe. br Or please help me to live happily, br Just another day more. br From that happy moment on, br I think I could find my way…br br David N.