I say fock the past br for I can't fix my mistakes br I say screw the future br it will be what it will be br I will try to make each day a good day br that’s funny br I have a lot of work ahead of me br every morning I will try br try to think of something to look forward to br its harder than it sounds br at least it is for me br for I don't really have much to look forward to br I have for only but on person in my life br if it wasn't for him br I would just say fock it all br but I will not br I will try br try to find some of my own happiness br for right now he is my everything br he is the one who has told me to live each days is my last br but there are things I want to do before I have my last day br but I can't do them today br or any day soon br so what should I do about those things br all I can do is hope br hope that one day they will happen br and as for today br I hope it is not my last br but hey I don't worry anymore br not about the past br not about the future br I don't worry now br all because of youbr br Scarlet .....