head upside down br 'im about to drown br drown in depression br its my obsession br beat myself up br i never give up br smack br crack br harder br HARDER br scratch till i bleed br pain is what i need br cant get enough br need to be more rough br my body is numb br my head is dumb br man i hate myself br now i run into this shelf br now my face is bleeding br on pain my body is feeding br slam my head on the wall br i hit like a rag doll br fall on the floor br whack my head on the door br i loose consciousness br i'm trapped in blindness br im going ballisticbr br Wandering Scarletbr br