tears fall br hearts break br when you lose it all br smiles are fake br empty thoughts br insides hollow br this pain it's wrought br but what will follow? br will it be br a more painful pain? br i don't want to see br what will i have gained? br if i move forward br it only gets worse br im weaker than ever br this is my curse br to hurt and be hurt br and never be healed br numbing my insides br so that i can't feelbr br something changingbr br