I’ve been looking for a reason for us to have fallen out, br a reason for you to be so evasive and br act different ever since I confided in you and br told you a few intimate things. I didn’t scare you off, did I? br br I don’t think I said anything that might have br offended or hurt you in any way. br This is a very awkward and uncomfortable situation; br I care a lot about you and yet when we meet br we don’t even get together br to talk anymore… it feels so strange! br br The time I wanted to say goodbye, br You said, never say goodbye to me br You said you'd always love me. br Always we'd be friends. br But soon I saw you wanted nothing of me, br and then I understood that's how it ends. br You said, 'Well, it's much harder than I thought.' br I guess it's always easier to lie. br br I’ve tried to find out why and to analyse br what could have made us grow apart but br I couldn’t find any plausible reason. br In the beginning, when I told you about my dream, br My secret wish, you seemed interested and wanting to be part of it; br but then you backed up and now you treat me with such br indifference that it makes me feel uncomfortable. br br You said, 'Well, ask me anything you want.' br But I was much too frightened to ask why. br I guess it doesn't matter why we failed, br or why I love you after what you've done, br or why the harshest truths must be unveiled br after the last train has come and gone. br I miss you and I love you, even though br what happened lies too deep for me to know.