I could br take that handful of pills br because honestly br i'm sick of waking up br every morning to ask myself br the same damn questions br br I would br slide that blade br across my wrist br because i hate the person br i have become. br br I have br daydreams of when br that day will come br where i won't think br br I am br scared of myself br I don't want to be br just another line br in a newspaper br br I want br for my life br to mean something.