The feeling that builds br inside her body, her br soul, her mind. br where does it come from? br Harder and Harder every day br to keep that smile on her face br it locks away the secrets pressed br between her lips br A Gaping space in her stomach br not from hunger but from guilt and lonliness br She feeds on that feeling br to get her through the day br she tells herself br just get through it, soon br things will get better br but deep down she does not believe. br Pushing herself she has made it br this far. br Her most trusted people have betrayed her. br She doesn't blame the.