Pain and sorrow shroud over me br Like a dark cloud above my head, br Maybe things would brighten up br If only I were dead br br This complicating story br That some people like to call life, br Has me feeling sorrow br And makes me lean more towards a knife br br Feeling empty inside and out br Makes my spirit feel weak, br I was happy throughout my time br But found there was a leak br br I've tried to patch up the spot br Where my happiness seeps out, br But with many failed attempts i find br I'm filled with too much doubt br br So ending all my efforts br I bask in all my grief, br Cause I've come to realize br That I'll never find reliefbr br Joshua Wehrbr br