Sin br br Captured by my emotions br Mixed feelings race within br Struggling to embrace this dreadful br dirty deed I’ve gotten myself in. br Knowing fully well, br that the next lie I’m soon to tell br Is charting my course to many more br A road leading straight to hell. br With no regard for the picture br I paint so grimly for myself br I tuck the truth and the freedom br It provides, neatly on the shelf br I lock away the transgression br my mind and body have performed, br while all the while thinking br no harm has really been done. br I pray one day that I see the light that shines so bright br The light of repentance that will br restore all my sleepless nights. br I pray that when I realize I am completely consumed br by the internal torment I have begun br That the Lord up above would forgive me br and that I would be redeemed by His one and only Son. br br 13.