For the first, in a long time. br I woke up today, with a smile. br I mean the inlusion isn't gone. br I still know everything sucks. br br its just i woke up, and i just felt sublime. br i dont know now why. br but i enjoy it, especially after. br being cold, and sad on the inside for a while. br br I felt so good, it just made it so easy to rhyme. br to feel my heartonce again beat. br is such a feeling, of overwhelming joy.