his grin doubling br your to big for me to hold and still have my fun br time to give you a surprise br he says as he grabs the ropes tied to the bed br he leans over me br reaching for the ropes br NO I scream fighting to flip us over br we fight and flip around br he tosses me hard against the head board br THUD br oh how I missed that sound br anger filled my mind br br NO br I lunged at him br knocking him hard on to his back br “lets see if you like the ropes” as I pin his arm down br tying it tight br I move quickly to the other br then his feet br “Do you like feeling helpless? ’ br Do you like being so out of control? br GOD I WISH I COULD MAKE YOU FEEL WHAT I FELT ALL THOSE NIGHTS br his smile quickly faded br as he struggle to get out of the ropes br what can't get free? br can't get any control br what don't like it when the tables are turned? br don't like feeling br as i felt those night br so trapped br so helpless? br well this is but a small taste of my pain br fear grown on his facebr br Scarlet .....