You know how people who are br really serious – that’s, not those br who pretend to be serious, or br those who are paid to be serious – br pretend to be not so serious? br br And you know how people who are br really lonely – that’s not those br who want sympathy, oh no, or br those who want to enjoy being lonely – br pretend to be not so lonely? br br So she never quite believed, br for obvious reasons, br just how much she was loved br by all her readers: br br perhaps and I only say perhaps br she might have feared to lose br that painful treasure br that we wanted to love away and br which made us love her br so much and even more.