here i sit, and here i cry br my life has gone down the black hole of deep depression br my life has gone down to hell br so now i lie me, down to die br i have no reason to keep on suffering br my life is not worth living br i shall walk into the shadows and leave the sunshine deserted like me br you shall not find me amoung the others br for i shall be in the dark ally's of confused beings and far away br i shall join my fellow destroyed soul's br like the man whose feelings were swallowed by the dark black moon br this depression has caught me br like a cat with a bird in its claws of dispair br sometimes i feel like a disease is haunting me inside br i feel like a squashed soul-; shattered br happiness and joy gone forever br my life revolves around pain and sorrow br that's all i have to live by br my eyes are being deceived br the sun has disapeared br or did it never exist? br darkness summonds me out to do its will br never freeing these souls and i br soon i shall come out and seek revenge br on those who sent me down into depression br death so powerful br once you have it br you can't give it back br lost forever in an unknown universe br with the man on the moonbr br Shayli Harrisbr br