Waves of shame and anger br Wash the shoreline of my brain br Whilst my mind looks on so helpless br at the humiliation br that makes up the wide black ocean br of that ebony emotion br where I drown whilst saturated br in my numbing potion that I deign br to drink. br br The Tsunami of my past br rushes up to greet me br And I am powerless to conquer br The depressing thoughts that meet me br In the darkness of my skull, br to make a Civil War inside my brain. br That I can't win. br And though I am a loser br 'til the game of life is over. br When it's over, I will be at peace br with no more pain.