Trembling. not sure of much. br seems that I do not exist. thats what I feel br Please world forget about me br smiling, laughing, waking, sleeping br thats all i have br no need to eat. food has no appeal. br so, is this it? br stuck in some realm. a realm that came to be in my own mind br seems comfortable here. it's just me living a blankness br these words probably make no sense to anyone. but thats fine. just perfect. understood br trying to be a caring human. truly convincing others that I will seek help br thats a FACADE br walking a straight edge life. having long term goals. finding my true love. br in my realm, that is not the way br staring. br in to nothingness.