Why do i have to be in this weird place? br Why can't i do anything write? br I sit here with a dumb look on my face, br When things end in another big fight. br Why does my mouth always get me in trouble, br When i say stuff i know is not right? br I always do foolish things on the double, br Instead of enjoying the beautiful light. br I wish i knew what i should do. br I'm lost and need your help. br But when i try and ask it from you, br You just think of yourself. br I need help, why won't you help me? br I don't know everything in this huge world. br I guess that is just how i have to be, br A confussed little girl. br I'm trying to put thoughts of you behind me, br I'm trying to learn to grow up. br I'm going to be the best person i can be, br Instead of being messed up. br You once told me that i couldn't do right, br That my life is one big mistake. br So i'm sitting here alone tonight, br With me and my lonely heartach. br Your voice is still stuck in my head, br All i can here is you yell in my ear, br Telling me you'd be glad if i was dead. br As i wipe away my last tear. br You taught me how to be on my own, br That is something i will never forget, br You thought i would just cry and moan, br You thought i would live with regret. br But there is one thing i have to say, br Before i say good buy, br I will never forget that beautful day, br That day i learned to fly.