As may I live br so shall I die br to all is what was br gone forever just because. br br Love with an open heart br that does no bleed stabed in the back br left in black. br br I loved you and still do br but would not want you 4 br what you do br lie cheat and steal br I wish I could sue you br for the thousand and br one wet ones I have let br run down the side of my br face I had never felt so much br shame br for some one I thought I br new. I got screwed br just a random bullet br that shoot through br br I could never hate you br for you know not what you do br shallow and thin br you break in the wind br not able to stand on sand br now you love another man br after you promised me everything br you had. br I thought you where all br I am br I was wrong but br I am now strong br better from what you said br I felt a raging hate within br Wanting blood and needing to kill br I went to war just br to settle the score br I killed you a thousand times as you went running br around in my mind but br by the time I came back br you where already fucking married with a br kid in your sack. br Sick and alone br not wanting to go home br my heart ripped from my chest br memory filed in black br a part of me still would br take you back.