i lie in my bed br my heart pounds in my head br my life hangs by a thread br i'm almost dead br br is this what i planned br to lose my life at my own hand br it's like sinking in quicksand br like falling with nowhere to land br br my mouth is open but i can't scream br maybe this is just a dream br maybe i'll wake up to the same old scheme br back to walking on a balance beam br br back to being too lost to ever be found br to being too being to numb to even frown br to being trapped in the bottle until i drowned br to being too high to ever come down br br this is what i had in mind br to leave this life behind br so bring the bottle, bring the bong, bring whatever you can find br and lets party just one last time br br kuz my life is hanging by a thread br and i'm almost dead br and i don't want to die lying in my bed br listening to my fading heart beat inside my headbr br Emo Sebbr br