i was laying in my bed br i started to dream bout br the perfect suicide br br im laying there numb br cant feel a thing br my body is limp br br you can do anything you br want and i wont feel it br br if you told me you loved me br i wouldnt say it back br br i hate the way br i feel all the time br br i start to feel something br it was the red blood flowing br from my wrist br br then the next thing i know br im tieing a rope around my neck br i want to jump but cant br br i wish someone would push me br but the wont its wrong to do this br god is telling me no br but the devil is telling my yes br br i listen to the devil br i jump just hanging br there lifeless br br in my hand theres a note br mom walks in and reads it br it says br i hate this f*c*i*g world br i just want to go away! br br GOODBYE!br br brittney keithbr br