There is sometimes a silence br That is not to be contained br I keep my distance trying not br To scare you away br And yet the thoughtless words br That fall from my lips br Tear you apart br And make you run away br If only you knew how much br Your long distance friendship br Means to me br I don’t know why I do this to those br That I want to be close to br I push you away br Sometimes in reality but br Mostly in my mind br Because of things that have happened br To me it is hard to let it all go br I am also afraid that I will br Give everything of me just like br I do for everyone that I love br I don’t want to be broken br And yet I think I am willing br In a twisted way I want to know br What that feels like br I don’t know if these words will br Ever make sense on paper br I mean they don’t even br Make sense in my head br I hope and pray that somehow this br Little though of mine someohow br Makes it to your eyes br Sorry if I scare you away br Sometimes it my only form of protection br Against pain br Forgive me br br Know that I am praying that br You read thisbr br The Dreamers Movementbr br