It's easier to run br So I go br I cut so deep. It felt so good br No one would ever understand. So.... br Take my pain, and just burn me, blind me with the sun br What am I do? br I loved br I lost br I loved br I was disposed of br Can anyone hear my screams? br Does anyone know my pain br My mind is on overload. All thats left is steam br I had to cut just to know I am alive. Is that so damn insane br My head is hurting br Mentally and physically all I know is torture and self inflicted pain br Begging for help doesn't work br No one ever really cares br Now I must wake and deprive myself for 19 hours without food br I must suffer. Without absolute pain. I am no Good br I have nothing to gain. br All I know is pain br Listen br Do you hear that? br It's the sound of my heart breaking br Do you see the blood pouring from my arms? br That my dear is just my own evil web of self harm. br Sick and twisted it may seem to all.