There was deep sorrow in his eyes br He looked at me and said br -We tried it all; I speak no lies br The baby was born dead br br I stared at him with disbelief br I felt the flood of sweat br How will I ever find relief? br My robe was now all wet! br br She came out dead; she did not breathe br Her heart was very weak br I myself now wish not to breathe br No longer comfort seek br br I saw her lifeless body pale br I saw her tiny fist br Why must her tiny heart just fail? br And she will not exist! br br I fall into a rage and scream br I crawl out from the room br I try to focus but I scream br Her birthday is my doom! br br I fall onto a rug outside br I blame myself and God! br Why were no angels by her side? br And where was selfish God? br br I wish to become part of dirt br Unwanted and unseen br I will not survive this deep hurt br Remove please now my spleen.