I feel confusion all around me, br Locked in this room, I wish to be loved by you, br By the time I reach you, you have chosen, br And the one you have chosen is not me, br I lack the love I need. br And for this I wait and bleed! br br I sit here wrapped in self pity, br Hoping for an undecided fate, br Surrounding my self in Death’s image, br Reaching for that latent picture that I have of you. br And for this I wait and bleed! br br Tonight I will long for you, br In my bed my love is true, br Feeling bad for all that’s wrong. br If I’ve hurt you, I apologize for all I’ve done. br And for this I wait and bleed! br br To be or not to be, br That is the question, br The answer’s hidden among all that is to come. br I feel desperate I feel pathetic.