Every time I see the light br I'm pushed back by pain br The pain that haunts me br The pain that kills me br The pain I know br Forever a knife in my back br br Hope is still in my heart br I charge forward brave br The hope that keeps me br The hope that heals me br The hope I need br Forever clinging to my soul br br Lonliness won't lighten up br Forever drifting alone br The pain that numbs me br The pain that fills me br The pain I know br Forever a thorn in my side br br Happiness is dampened br Can't ever fade away br The hope that feels me br The hope that fills me br The hope I need br Forever stands at my side br br My chest is grieving, shakes unyield br My mind is reeling, clouded and dazed br My soul is choking, echoing within me br My heart is breaking, faintly inside br My eyes are glazing, gaze unfocused br My hands are falling, dead and lifeless br br The pain I have br The hope I need br The pain that kills br The hope that heals br The pain I feel br The hope I want br The pain br The hopebr br Jordan Usselmanbr br