She remains bored and very beautiful br her black hair is angry, br her bright hand br for ages now has forgotten me, - br for ages too has forgotten itself, br hanging as it has from the neck of a chair. br In the lights I drown myself, br set my jaws against the coursing of the year. br I reveal my teeth to her br but she understands this is no smile- br sweet, illuminated creature br she reveals myself to me while br she remains bored and very beautiful br and for her alone I live br in the appalling world br of this inferior heaven.