she crys br she yells br she takes my arm br she looks at the scares br she sees the new cuts br she asks 'why, is it me? ? ' br 'did i do something? ? ' br 'what could i have done to make you hurt yourself? ? ' br i dont answer br i am quiet br tears in my eyes br i see her face br her concern br she is sad br she is mad br she looks disippointed br she hates me br she hates what i have become br what i have done br i ditched school... br got caught br she takes me to counciling, br doesnt trust me any more br doesnt believe a word i say br hate br lies br dispare br she cant believe a word i say br i love my mother br but... br i wonder... br does she still love me? ?br br XX. EMO CHICK .XX MRT.