im here for the lost of words.. br mind filled with thoughts i cannot share. br hands type the words i shall not speak. br my gestures show my deepest secrets. br br pitch black room, br i hide in the darkest corners. br dirty, untamed. br confusion, with a bit of anger. br frustrated with every move i make. br br the old days..is what kept me alive. br i remember every moment.. br every bit of happiness i had.. br you were what kept me alive.. br br i stand here, lost of words.. br i pray for your well being..