Ive gone and done it again- I fell all over in love with him. br After I tried so hard to put up that barrier br Of cold stone so he could never come back in. br He is infectious, intoxicating- but he will always marry her. br But when he is with me, it is only me- not his other. br His deep eyes of light brown act like a lure- br Each day dream- one just like another. br How do i forget each hug, his touch, the way br He looks at my body? He hungers for my virginity br As i hunger his lips, his body- to play br With flirtation- secret acknowlegement- A God he is to me. br He has control of my soul, my heart is bleeding- br It aches to be fulfilled with love and admiration. br How do i break these bonds, stronger than before? No longer heeding br My conscience- i dont care any more for that latch on br My heart- feel my body, kiss my lips, run your fingers br Through my hair, place your hand in my hand. br I cannot run any more- but i cannot stay for this man. br He is not my man- he may act like one, but he is no cheat. br Counting down to our last embrace-our final goodbye is bitter sweet.