shall I love you once more time? br I can hardly answer this question br once, I loved you and br gave up my soul to you br you broke my heart and still do br shall I be kind and give you br my precious heart again? br or shall I keep my pride and lose you? br hardly I can answer any! br everytime you say sorry, br and hurt me again br the one real thing you dont know: br it hurts so bad and I'm bleeding deep inside br you can see a strong girl on the outside of me, br but no one know how this girl feels br I 've to be strong and br shall not love you once more br yes, this is my decision br I must lose you forever br someday, you 'll be a memory, no more br I can find myself again br now, I can sleep and dream of br a beautiful garden, surrounded by br colorful roses and sweet butterfliesbr br Rehab Helmybr br