I love you yet YOU won't stop the pain br Your're controlling my emotions like a playstation game br Walking in and out the door br I don't think you love me anymore br I remember those days we used to have fun br Those were the days I was #1 br Now i'm 2,3,4, and 5 br I can't breathe but, I can stay alive br This is the one true love in my soul br I may not be sick but, my heart has a cold br With nowhere to lay my head when I cry br I look back at life and ask myself why br Does it make sense is it a waste of time? br Or should I throw away this awful love of mine? br He screams he cusses he hurts he abuses.. br Eyes arms back my whole body has bruises.. br I may make a dumb mistake in not keeping him away..