I thought I was okay br But now I see br That nothings change br I feel the same way. br br This morning I woke up br And I was okay br In a happy mood br For the 1st time this week br And it could've lasted all day br It would of too but then br He asked me what's wrong... br br Instantly I wanted to cry br I wanted to hold him tight br But I knew I couldn't br At that point I'd only be going backwards br Not forwards, like I need too. br br I love him. Always will. br But I can't. br I can't love him anymore. br I can't be with him anymore. br I want to turn the page br But I can't br I need to get over him br But I can't br br I miss him. br br Why does he have to have that look? br Why does he have to look at me with those eyes? br Why does he have to hug me with arms that make me feel safe? br Why does he have to tell me he misses me too? br Why does he have to tell me that he still loves me? br br Why? br br Why can't I stop loving him? br Why can't I just let go? br Why do I feel like I need him? br Why do I want to cry whenever I remember what It use to be like? br br Why? br br Damn him for being the one I love most....