Escaping darkness...finally free? I hope so, but it's not certain. Tears fall down my face, and I'm filled with un baring pain. some times I don't think I can make it. But then I remember that God has put me through this test for a reason. And God is always right. I just hope the next tears that fall down my face will be tears of happiness. Oh, how I pray for happiness, not only for me but for the people around me. Sometimes I think they have it the worst, so I pray every night for them. I also pray that God will aquire me with patients, strenght, and the determination to get through life with a smile, and laugh that aren't fake.