If I ripped out your heart and through it on the cold ground, would you not feel my pain then? If I cut you, would you not scream in agony as I do when theres no one to hold me? If I walked away, would you not cry and wonder what you did wrong as I did when you walked away? If I didn't come when you needed me, would you not commit emotional suicide as I did when you didn't come. If I led you into the shadows or darkness, would you not be lost? I wake up every morning wondering, 'whats next? ' I try to be strong but fall when I'm reminded of your smile and how my heart raced when you whipered my name. I needed you, but you walked away. Why? What did I do? I don't know my love, but if I only had one chance to take it back I would. If I could make this work I would. If I could make you love me....well thats up to you. But my love, know this...I picked up all the fragments pf my heart, but one piece was missing........its up to you if you wanna give it back. br br this is a story of me and I love I once had...even though he never really loved me and we never dated, he acted diffrently when I told him that I love him. Now we're distant friends....I'm left on my own, searching, waiting.