I'm waiting to understand br what it is that I did br waiting to understand br why you even had kids br I'm waiting to understand br why you don't care br weather I am or aren't there br I'm waiting to understand br why I'm only one phone call away br and you will never pick up to call br or even ask about my day br I'm waiting to understand br why I haven't seen you in a year br why we haven't talked br why a mother daughter realtionship br is what we don't share br I'm waiting to understand br why we were never put first br why you only care about yourself br I'm waiting to understand br why you don't understand br that all you have caused us is pain br and shame br and made us feel as little as a grain br waiting to understand br wating for an explination br waiting for a relization br waiting for that determination br waiting for you to FIGHT this br because if you wanted br you could do it br I am waiting to understand br waiting for you to change br waiting for nothing br cause I see that you have always been br and will alwasys remain br this way br I'm just waiting to understand br cause I never have br but thank GOD br cause br I still have my DADbr br Shilesha Johnsonbr br