i wanna cry but i can't br i want you to understand br that i love you br and that will always hold true br nothing in this world can stop the fact that can't ever be changed br the fact that your my sister and that will always remain br the fact that when mom was not there br i was home giving you care br changing your diapers when i wanted to go outside br making your milk and feeding you to stop your cry br bathing you and dressing you so that we could look alike br feeding you cause you wouldn't eat unless you saw me try br no one can say that they did those things for you br i shouldn't have had to br but i'm glad i did br cause i'd do anything for you br no one can say they read you your favorite book ten times in a row br no one can say they held you in their arms br and watched you grow br not like i did br not with care and delicatesy br as if you were MY kid br no one can share the same memories that we have br and noone will love you like i do br im your big sister br i love youbr br Shilesha Johnsonbr br