Why did you have to die without saying good-bye to me? I wish you could forgive me for saying those things I regret saying to you. I feel like I've been walking in complete darkness with no one to help me except you. I know now that you were the only one that I really needed you but I wish you didn't have to die so I could find that out. Please just come back and pull me out of this helpless world. Please let me have a chance to tell you I'm sorry and I never meant any of those things that I said.