2day is 90 days clean and serene, br I'm heading home 2morrow but im scared if you know what i mean... br How will i deal with things? br Ya know the problems that LIFE brings... br What happens when that desire comes back, br Will i ever be able to relax, br I've let my guard down and accepted the fact... br Im weak but im strong, br The past 90 days were hard and long... br But i feel great! br 90 days and running... br My mind is focused...im finaly straight! br 90 days and running... br I turned my life around, to me this is stunning, br Even though this disease is cunning... br Im 90 days clean, br So its a foot race, br I can look at myself face to face... br 90 days and running... br 90 days and running... br br wish me luck...ill need it br p.s br thanks Millie your poem 'three months with out you' inspired me to write this...............